I have finished many things today
a book, a cup of coffee
but I have not
finished mourning you
I have completed the things I must
clocked out, gone home but yet
The things I’ve left unsaid, undone
in the presence of a tender friend
Are crowding all my thoughts
sowing grief
in memories of a man
whom the autumn of years had yet to set
on hair not yet fully gray
I have closed out the day
the door, my eyes
but I cannot close the casket
still open; still warm in feeling
still framed by flowers and weeping
You are free; moved on
but I cannot
only bare forward the measure of injustice
in worldly terms, pray for understanding
I picture you seated at a table full,
name card in front of you
Laughing where tears can not live
But where you will, forever more
You are gone
but memories are not
you have finished, here
but here I sit
remembering, mourning
believing the day will come
when we will take hands
with a hearty shake and a loud amen
Very poignant! It is very hard for us to face death n deal with emotionally!